Monday, August 8, 2016
Days Are Becoming Numbered
My days are starting to become numbered with this baby girl. I am cherishing every minute with her. she's the first one who has made me a mother by making me a foster momma. She has my whole heart and I really can't express in words how much she means to me. I don't really know if I have the strength to say goodbye. I love her so much. My heart hurts knowing that I won't be there for every moment in her life, and what hurts the most is that I may never get to see her again. I probably won't know what happens and who she will become. I just want to know that she will be safe and loved every day in her life. But all I can do is have faith. And sometimes that is hard to do.